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Jessibel
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Name: Jessica
Gender: Female
Interests: Being Lazy <33 * Friends * Being In Love * Quality Time With My Baby And Favorites * Partying * Beer * And Just Having Fun *
Expertise: I Am An Expert In All That I Do ...
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
2/22/2004
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| .. so ive been in boca for about three months now. pretty shitty if you ask me. even though i have had some amazing times met some amazing people and just been able to be with the family. but im ready to go back to tallahassee. thats where i belong. july 30th cant come fast enough. i cant wait to move into my new house with amazing roomates and just live life to the fullest. being in boca has taught me so much though its crazy. it taught me that you dont have to be used and abused in a relationship there are so many other people out there. it showed me just how many people do love me and have so much care for me. between break ups and my horrific surgery i had in may i learned just how strong of a back bone i do have. ive been working alot because i have to save for school and i got things to pay for on top of being int he process of getting a new car sometime this week :) i miss my ex boyfriend alot more then i expected but everything that happened was a result of my actions. i just find someone who is that wonderful amazing guy that makes you feel like the queen of everything and i treat him like absolute shit for no reason. ive met another guy that i am very interested in and weve been "seeing" eachother for 2 weeks now which is nothing really but still it sucks because i am leaving and i definately learned the hard way , you dont want a boyfriend 430 miles away because he'll get a new girlfriend then break up with you about 2 months later, or maybe thats just cause i dated a loser. and dont get me wrong i have learned to not judge all guys that way because there arent that many that shitty but its just something a girl thats had her heartbroken and torn apart more then once does. my *21st* birthday is in 92 days!! :) which is amazing its so close but yet so far. damnit!!! i really wanna see willy wonka but its going to have to wait till , maybe sunday night. since i close tommorrow night at work. boo!!! ok i think im delirous cause im just writing whatever comes to mind. so before i look back and question myself im off to watch sandlot 2 i think hehe. bye loves!! <33 TALLAHASSEE SEE YOU IN 2 WEEKS!!!!! :) | | |
| Can Not Wait Until This Weekend :) A Road Trip Wiyh My Favorite Guys To See Some Of My Favorite Girls Minus Renee :( Basically Ive Been With The Boys And Jackie Or Working. Its Amazing How Many Awesome People Ive Met And Became So Close With In 2 Months. Just To Know There Are So Many People Out There Who Love Me For Me And Dont Try To Make Me Be Someone Else Is The Best Feeling Ever. This Past 7 Months Has Been The Best Ever For Me .. In At Least 5 Years At Least. Just Watching That Horrible Person When Im In Best Buy Everyday Visiting The Boys Makes Me Sick To My Stomach, I Wish He Really Realized How Over This All I Am. How Much Ive Moved On And Grown. How No Matter How Hard He Stares At Me Or Drives Around In Circles While Im Outside I Still Would Never Ever Go Near Him Again. Unless Of Course Its To Walk Into The Break Room For Lunch :) With Chip Jimmy Chris Jon Or One Of The Many Others. So I Cute My Hair Short And Highlighted It Again Im Just Now Starting To Like It And Be Used To It But Im Happy! So One More Day Of Work Till Tallahassee With The Boys Sounds Awesome, The Sooner I Go To Bed The Less Tired Ill Be At Work Tommorrow Good Night Yall! x0x0x | | |
| Just One Little Thing To Say::
TALLAHASSEE SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!! Whattttt :) Im So Excited. | | |
| It's Been A While Since I've Actually Sat Down To Write Anything. Been In Boca All Summer. At Times I Love It And At Others I Wish I Was Back In Tallahassee. My Friends Down Here Are Amazing. But Renee Left And So Did Jenn And They Are Both In Tallahassee Along With Everyone Else Well Kara Is In Tampa :( And I Miss Her Too.. I Miss Them All, And I Feel Terrible For What I Did To Nick. Today Would Have Been Three Months. We Never Really Broke Up But I Got So Sick I Just Became A Horrible Person And Stopped Talking To him. Hes An Awesome Person And Was Sucha Good Boyfriend And i Just Threw Him Away. Ima Bitch :( Wow I Feel Like Shit Now.I Always Get The Assholes And The One Time I Get A Good One Im The Jerk. Friday Night We Went To The Rascal Flatts Concert, It Was AMAZING!!!!!!! :) We Had The Best Time Ever. And Saturday Night We Went To Round Up! :) :) Chips Birthday Is Thursday :) And Jeffs Is Next Thursday! Im Excited, Limo Time And Some Greek Restuarnt Where We Can Throw Shit!! Haha I Want To Move Into My New House NOW Not August Third But im Still Really Excited. Wow Im Just In A really Bad Mood Now. So Im Going :( Buhbye | | |
| I Suck At This.
Nothing Really To Say. Ima Happy Person These Days :)
It Has Been 7 Days Too Long Though. Haha. | | |
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